the list of wants By Scott James Prebble
Im not a millionaire and I dont ever plan to be,
I love all women but all I want is one to love me for everything I am.
I listen to Train when Im sad, Pat seems to have a way with words,
And ride a train into the city when Im bored.
Im finding guitar a lot harder to learn than I thought it would be.
I dont believe in fairies but dont judge those that do.
Id get a tattoo tomorrow but Im scared the next day Id change my mind.
I have pushed people away, people that were the most important to me at the time,
And I wake up and regret that, but I find it hard to say Im sorry and I was wrong.
That I got scared, that they were too close and it was for their own good,
Or that I wasnt sure if I was ready for what they were asking for at the time.
I dont speak well, but I try the best with my limited capabilities.
My hands shake sometimes for no reason, and counting backwards helps,
I know Im going to die young, like men in my family so I try and make the most of it.
I feel if I put my mind to it, I can really get somewhere, but I dont know the direction,
And at this stage I dont have my dream car to get me there.
I always believe that the last thoughts in my head at the end of the day are the truest,
I lay there and think for a few minutes before I fall asleep and its always with clarity.
But I seem to forget it by the time I wake up, so I should take a pen and paper to bed,
Or invent a hard drive for my mind so I can recall the exact words I need to say to you.
I dont think Im attractive & usually photoshop marks off my face and brighten my eyes.
I hate that I have hurt people in my life,
If you are reading this and I have hurt you, know, know that I regret it everyday,
I hate to sleep alone, I would much rather fall asleep with a beautiful naked body next to me.
I hate that people see me as complicated, I want to be seen as simple and generous.
I sleep naked.
I dont think that cameras make you a photographer, I have like 30 and I still think I struggle,
To me a photographer is the perfect balance of excellent ideas and being able to capture them.
I WANT someone to WANT to hold my hand.
I think I learn from my mistakes which I guess makes me one step ahead of most men,
I usually come up with witty retorts about an hour after I need them.
I think about giving up my passion everyday because I spend so much time on it, it drives me mad,
But I struggle on in the hope that I get good enough to really be proud of what Ive done.
I hate when people fav my work and dont comment.
I ride a motorbike, and wear jeans almost everyday of my life.
I am a hopeless flirt, and have been told my kisses are to die for.
I love the sound of a shutter going off on a film camera.
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