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CherishI can still taste you in my mouth even though it's been a week.

I can still picture you walking towards the bed wearing only the skimpiest of underwear.

I can still feel you against my skin as if we are still laying in the bath together.

I can still picture the colour of your eyes as you stared at me from across the couches.

I love that you bit my neck so hard it took a week and a million excuses to go away.

I love that you let me yank on your jeans and underwear in the supermarket to get a glimpse.

I love that you bring out my naughty side.

I love that you want to look after my hair and cherish the lock of it you took.
easy fixI am so sad right now.

I have suffered from depression off and on for years now without wanting to really admit it.

I have taken the knocks from broken love, betrayal, smashed friendships, all with the casual good natured smile I am known for.

I work along at work, having a joke, doing my thing.

Trying to photograph people that are clearly not inspiring.

Having them make excuses about why they can't come to work with me, not responding to my notes.

And it has all come to a head, tonight I can't sleep, I have organised some time off work in a couple of weeks because I feel like I am going to explode and take someone out with me.

I don't
A heart in the mirror fogI would draw you a heart in the mirror fog,

It would quickly fade but re-appear every time you showered.

We'd toast marshmallows on the gas stove because as city people that's as close as we'd get to camping.

Or we'd sleep on your fire escape imaging what the stars would look like if the buildings weren't in the road and the 7/11 sigh would stop flashing.

Imaging what it would be like to do our own washing without $10 in $1 coins and a weird guy trying to see what colour underwear you wore.

We'd dream of days where we could have pens that didn't come from the local bank and didn't have chains around them still.

Where a fire would actual
StoriesI love the stories in between the stories,
The moments of quiet when you think nothing is happening at all,
That is when the most interesting things are going on.

jumping off a cliff.last night, i lay in bed,
soaking in the comfort and the darkness of my room..
within the silence, i heard:
the ticking of my clock, counting my life away, one second at a time.
the pounding of rain, washing my sins down the tear-stained streets.
the gentle call of nature, fighting my fears with its protective nature.

with my ears and eyes wide open,
i realized how short my life is.

i've finally figured it out.
i'm not meant to live to please others,
to make them proud, or to cause the disappointment in their eyes.
i'm meant to live, for life, for me.

i found that i am not to cry for my own pain, sorrow, or hurt,
but to rather cr
19th Centuryi have some fairly fatal flaws,
i try my best to give all of myself but still hold back.
i just want to kiss but rarely make the first move.
i want to be loved, wholly and souly for all that i am, including my insecurities.
i want to talk slower, and have what i say make sense in my head,

i want candles, i want hands on me, and notes.
i want to understand what makes me so i can impart that knowledge to you,
i want you to get inside so you can impart some knowledge back to me.

i want to feel comfortable somewhere, anywhere.
i want my fears to go away,
i want to open myself up to everything you have to offer, and i want you to offer i
hey you...why don't you ever look me in the eye?
why?
       because your eyes remind me of something i never wanted to do.
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~morbidXfox Nov 7, 2010
I really like that you left this one in your handwriting rather than typing it up. It created so much more life for the piece.
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~HiddenShadowWalker Jul 25, 2010
You have beautiful handwriting D:

I really love what you think life is all about. It is a beautiful concept.
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~saturnword Jul 17, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
It's a nice look into a man's perspective the deviates from the norm or what people expect.
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`scottjamesprebble Jul 17, 2010
:D
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~MamieBoop Jul 14, 2010
(You make me happy too. My world is a much happier place with you in it.. (the clown on top of my tv says so too. : ) ... *squeezes your bum*)
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`scottjamesprebble Jul 21, 2010
You are just too amazing.
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~Chiainistic Jul 14, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Love your letter.
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`scottjamesprebble Jul 21, 2010
Glad you could appreciate it.

:)
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=CountessMvonRichter Jul 14, 2010  Professional Photographer
For some reason handwritten words seem far more personal than typed ones. :tighthug:
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`scottjamesprebble Jul 21, 2010
They do indeed.

:)
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